OMG I cannot remember what email I used for my blog “chaavette” OMG it’s soo cute I’m going to die.
my mom got me a female personal trainer and like idk if im happy about it. like ugh what if its like a huge Russian lady that lifts cows
I was just thinking,
callierosebrown: Maybe I didn’t ‘fail’ at being an anorexic. Maybe I’m just winning at recovery. That’s going in my thought bank for next freak out. i feel like some of my followers need this. i love you all and you are winning each day you over come your ED. you are so damn brave. you are so damn beautiful. and you are a fucking WINNER. my ask is always open, ((i have a kik too)). xoxo
lovetobearunner: “trying to get out of your sport bra” more like performing a mix between yoga and breakdance with some bunny and worm moves in between
The fact that my “progress” is a straight line makes me want to cry. Why can’t I lose weight. Uhg Uhg Uhg.
Sometimes you just need a big spoon of peanut butter
jinnkuthekryptonianjedi: I’m having a fruit salad for dinner. Well, it’s mostly grapes. Okay, it’s all grapes. Fermented grapes. I’m having wine for dinner.
Did you know a simple soup can fucking do THIS?!
iwait-you: i-love-youandi: abakarat: aapsirin: candy-n: You’ll be surprised. Read more D: …I didn’t know Totally chugging a whole bowl now omg
Fitting into my medium sized panties is the best...
Especially when I started with XL panties. 😜
chekhov: Today I put my hand in my backpack and felt a stress ball and I was like “oh? I have a stress ball?” and I squeezed it and it was a pear and it exploded and now I’m much more stressed than I was earlier :/ I am soo sorry.
I think I'm depressed
I just don’t know. I started crying this morning. And I just want to go home. The only thing I’m excited for is the gym. I don’t want to go home because im just going to be alone.. I don’t want to go to school. I dont want to graduate. I don’t want to hang out with people. I just want to be healthy and loved and cared for and go out and do things. But I just want to...
Obesity is not ok with me.
Lol every time I get involved in something my mom grounds me from it till I do my chores, let me rephrase that. Till I clean the whole house and scrub the floors. . Like right now it’s the gym. THE GYM. Honestly???